Paranoia

paranoia is a word too often

too perfectly used

to describe who i am

awareness at a maximum of the words

talked around me like

a violent whirling tornado too fast too loud

too much force

reckoning

i stand in the middle

admiring, dissolving, fading

succumbing to a world of doom created by my own mind

i am my own enemy

undefeatable

what do they talk about

in this language so foreign

words sound so harsh

and laughter sounds sinister

smiles are masks

and eyes are ever so aware

then again, do i really want to know.

 

 

 

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