I think, as human beings, we are all inclined to feeling lonely.
I have never felt so lonely.
When you barely communicate, let alone have a conversation with someone.
Sleeping at night has never been more difficult.
There are people around, but they are a blur, and you are a solitary wall.
They are noise and you are static.
I genuinely do not like those who submerge themselves in sorrow
Letting sorrow grasp them by the neck and restrain
Letting them occupy their minds
This is different.
This is when efforts have been made but nothing is ceased
When all it takes is only a friend or two, but to no avail
are my requests, my hopes and my faith.
In the dark the shadows are company
watching my thoughts unravel and wander
reality is distortion is gone.